10.20.05
Some bad news for a new blog
I was very kindly offered a Golden Ticket blog here on the WordPress network and I was really looking forward to my first post. As it turns out I truly wish I wasn’t posting what I am about to…….
… Sue, my wife, is currently in the local hospital awaiting a scan in the morning as it seems she has either miscarried or is in the process of miscarrying our baby.
I have no idea why this is happening but I do know that the jovial, loud mouthed, arrogant, capitalist arsehole I normally am has disapeared for now. Instead an emotional, sad, quite, annoyed, angry, couldn’t give a shit about money, pissed off, (did I say emotional?) person has replaced him.
Some stuff has happened over the last few days and I am most definately NOT saying one has anything to do with the other but I do know I am so angry, unhappy and emotional at the moment that whatever I type is literally from the heart and so when common sense kicks in and I can post without these feelings then hopefully I will feel differently.
Shit I have to think differently. I have Daniel to think about.
Ahh fuck it I’m off for a fag….
