10.20.05
Some bad news for a new blog
I was very kindly offered a Golden Ticket blog here on the WordPress network and I was really looking forward to my first post. As it turns out I truly wish I wasn’t posting what I am about to…….
… Sue, my wife, is currently in the local hospital awaiting a scan in the morning as it seems she has either miscarried or is in the process of miscarrying our baby.
I have no idea why this is happening but I do know that the jovial, loud mouthed, arrogant, capitalist arsehole I normally am has disapeared for now. Instead an emotional, sad, quite, annoyed, angry, couldn’t give a shit about money, pissed off, (did I say emotional?) person has replaced him.
Some stuff has happened over the last few days and I am most definately NOT saying one has anything to do with the other but I do know I am so angry, unhappy and emotional at the moment that whatever I type is literally from the heart and so when common sense kicks in and I can post without these feelings then hopefully I will feel differently.
Shit I have to think differently. I have Daniel to think about.
Ahh fuck it I’m off for a fag….
Kirby said,
21 October , 2005 at 1:02 am
Sorry to hear about what you and your family have been dealing with the past few days and this news about your wife and baby. Been there and its impossible to verbalize the raw emotion when priorities in life suddenly become so clear. Hang in there.
aaron wall said,
21 October , 2005 at 1:10 am
Sorry to hear what happened pal
Maybe best to take it easy for a bit and sort things out.
eurotrash said,
21 October , 2005 at 1:16 am
Aaron is right. Sort your family out, they are much more important than anyone at the moment.
logic said,
21 October , 2005 at 1:32 am
Edited as I posted without thought and in anger. It may come back once I have thought about it but now aint the time to make that decision
graywolf said,
21 October , 2005 at 1:41 am
Man I feel sorry to hear what happend. Take some time off sort things out, all this crap aint worth it.
Lance said,
21 October , 2005 at 3:11 am
Sorrry to hear about this, take your time and sort things out, look after Sue, Daniel and yourself first.
Nick W said,
21 October , 2005 at 7:41 am
What a dreadful thing, so sorry to hear about it jason. Hope sue gets better soon, perhaps a little time off work if you can manage it might do you both good.
take care…
Chris Garrett said,
21 October , 2005 at 9:29 am
Thinking about you all mate
Chris_D said,
21 October , 2005 at 9:41 am
I’m very sorry that this has happened. Concentate on the positive Jason – focus on your wife, son and the future. The crap is just crap – and always will be.
Sebastian said,
21 October , 2005 at 12:32 pm
I’m very sorry to hear that. From my own experience I know how you feel. All I can say is that the most important thing is your family now. Don’t let the ihy crap distract you, it’s not worth it. You can engulf the MF later when things have calmed down. All the best for you and your family!
Adam C said,
21 October , 2005 at 2:34 pm
Very sad news. My best wishes go out to you and your family.
Jess said,
21 October , 2005 at 2:50 pm
Mine and Wouters thoughts are with you.
jx
richardb said,
21 October , 2005 at 3:20 pm
Heartbreaking news. It’s a shattering time for you and your family. No words can make it better.
R
James said,
21 October , 2005 at 3:46 pm
Jason,
Really, really sorry to hear this news. I can’t even begin to imagine what you are feeling right now. take care of yourself and your family.
James
Jim Hedger said,
21 October , 2005 at 6:13 pm
Jason,
Everyone in our office sends their heartfelt condolances to you and Sue. I hope she is ok. This is the saddest thing I’ve read today. Best wishes to you and your wife. You’re both in our thoughts this weekend.
be well
jim
Cornwall said,
22 October , 2005 at 12:17 pm
All the best.
It doesn’t really help, but I have been there myself. And you will find out that many of us have.
Delivering a baby is not the straight forward thing that you think of when you are 20. Our second was the size of a bag of sugar when she was born and spent 10 weeks in intensive.
Its a big emotional roller coaster. Try not to feel bitter about you know who. My best wishes to you both
ukgimp said,
24 October , 2005 at 9:38 am
Shit, sorry to hear that mate.
All the best
Ian Cowley said,
25 October , 2005 at 12:49 am
All the best mate. Hope everything works out.
Ian
maku said,
26 October , 2005 at 5:51 pm
Just came across your blog.
Am so sorry to read the terrible news + hope things are getting better.
Mike